Monday, December 13, 2010

 

hmmm. confused.

hmmmm cold here.


I want to shout HUMBEAR HUMBEAR HUMBEAR out loud and hear him reply me.

♥ `LilNuttz is wilting some more @ 12:03 PM

This air makes me want to hug everyone

but the one I used to hug most is gone now.

I still remember the last time I hugged him goodnight.

Telling people that I miss him doesn't help. They don't know what to say. I don't know what I want to hear.

♥ `LilNuttz is wilting some more @ 11:57 AM

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Sometimes I feel so pent up inside it gets all knotty and twisted up. Then when something irks me like cars not giving me way at traffic junctions i just want to slam my books, files, laptops fists whatever on them. scream. But I'm never fast enough. and they drive away leaving me more knotty.

Sometimes I'm in such a happy moody just having good weather, I smile and day dream and tell random service people to have a nice day. I listen to happy music and smile at people and would like to tell them to smile cause the world is so wonderful and its a great morning and I probably just saw another kingfisher or woodpecker.

Sometimes I wonder what am I doing there in school. Why can't I just do nothing and stay home and sleep all my days away.

Sometimes I wonder what if..... I look into your eyes and I wonder what if.... what if i told you? Hmmmm would we laugh? would it be funny? or crazy and ruin everything. How do we know who to be with... Is this decision making? Sometimes I want to turn back time and not make decisions. I wonder do you look into my eyes?

Now I don't look into people's eyes... well only new people. I don't know why yet. maybe its my new specs. Makes me shy. :)

♥ `LilNuttz is wilting some more @ 12:16 AM