Sunday, 27 March 2011

Birthday Idea

I've got an idea for my birthday. But I'm afraid of any criticism. I know my taste of songs are different and people may not be appreciative. So any solutions to that? I want to force people to listen to me just cause... come on can't you listen to me for one day a year? Its my party and I'll cry if I want to. Is it not right to force people to listen to me? I want to enjoy myself on that day. Though I'll enjoy this, part of my enjoyment comes from my guests enjoying the event as well... HMMM!! I need help planning and some outside viewpoint.

Can you guess what's it going to be? :)

Hopefully I'll have a budget for balloons.... Whoopee doo... Gotta earn more now and save for it then!

Maybe I could make everyone go to the hawker centre and eat their dinner first. Balloons are expensive! >.< Balloons seem to be first priority to me HEHEHE Pink floating balls of helium with pretty ribbons. Maybe don't invite anyone and spend my night staring as a ceiling full of balloons and playing my music to myself. Whimsical but lonely. Surrounded by people yet afraid and worried. WHICH??

Let me be free

Go away world. With our ideals and opinions and criticism that stings. Can't you be tactful?

Go away world. I can't help comparing with everything you do.

I really dislike facebook. It strips away fundamental communications.
You don't care about me when you meet me but you spend time digging and looking if I put anything on facebook. I want the opposite. Maybe you do care but please show it. Loneliness creeps up on people.

By the way, I'm getting so irked by crude language spitefully used on me with the knowledge of me disliking it. What to do what to do... Not being able to have a calm discussion. Disliking the way each other talks. Why am I so stuck on you when what I really need is a break.

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

Priscilla Ahn - Dream (LittleMissNuttz Cover)



<3 I'm gonna do better
There's so many many many things I want to do. There's so many things I have to do... There's also lots of things I shouldn't do... ( like dilly dallying, stoning, being unfocused). I don't like this thing called YUUKNEE.

Things I want to do are more important then things I need to do:
  1. Do well in school
  2. Make music
  3. Make Cher's card
  4. Meet these two awesome people
  5. Sculpt something
  6. Paint my shoes
  7. Train my dog
  8. Exercise
  9. Keep in closer contact with everyone
  10. Write a compilation of facts or emotions about Humbear bibliography? my mom insists. I did tell her I'm writing it on the blog but nooooo.... 
On a separate note, I always liked Humbear's handwriting.

Friday, 18 March 2011

Look mummy, my wings are huge!!

Mummy swan watching over little baby cygnet. :) Isn't there one in all of us? Don't lose a youthful mind to the weathering of time.

I'm having an expensive craving :)

garrett's popcorn by sevenworlds16
garrett's popcorn a photo by sevenworlds16 on Flickr.
I love the tin can the most. Suddenly having the popcorn in a grimy paper bag is no longer sufficient and will not do at all. One day I'll claim this beauty! Isn't this a lovely photo, it shows both the cheese flavoured and caramel flavoured popcorn :) I wonder if the tin is air tight enough to keep the popcorn fresh for a few days. A gallon is hard to finish in a day or so. Doesn't this match my blog wallpaper? <3

This is a definate must-try for people who love an explosion of flavour in their mouths. Find it at City Link and Resorts world sentosa! :) *Garrett's popcorn shop*

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

Out with the old in with the new.

I've accidentally deleted my old blog. All those memorable posts with emotion and memories since I was 16 washed away with a click! Good thing I keep a physical diary. Well its not all bad to lose everything. I remember my secondary two math teacher telling us about her computer crashing and how although she lost lots of work and information and documents, there's a sort of weight lifted off her shoulders and she can start afresh again. My memory is a little cloudy so I can't remember the exact words. But the jist is there is a silver lining in every cloud :)

Wednesday, 2 March 2011

Sometimes I fear if I just stop looking at him I might forget him.

♥ `LilNuttz is wilting some more @ 12:02 AM

Tuesday, 1 March 2011

Monday, February 28, 2011


Sometimes, in the most random of moments, something triggers a thought and my face screws up as i try not to show it, try not to let the tears fall even as I dwell in my memories. Stupid stupid stupid.

A little girl playing catch-my-finger with her grandfather, my friend's 21st birthday speech to his parents, a skinny tired old man in a shirt with specs and a laptop bag slung on his shoulder...


Come tell me to get my honours, come tell me the 80/20 rule again, to wash my hands, focus, don't dilly-dally. Come and press our heads together telling me you'll take away my headaches, I wish I could take away yours. Come tell me about you. I don't know enough about you.

♥ `LilNuttz is wilting some more @ 3:37 AM